From a sermon preached by Jack Cabaness on September 11, 2016.
Katonah Presbyterian Church
Where was the Garden of Eden? Was it
somewhere in Asia, somewhere near the Tigris and Euphrates Rivers?
Would you be surprised if I told you that it
could found at 3207 Donegal Road in El Paso, Texas? And the action took place
not in 4004 BC, but sometime in the Fall of 1979.
I was ten years old, almost
eleven. My parents had decided that I was old enough to be left at home by
myself for a couple of hours. Those two hours proved to be just enough time for
a scientific experiment to go horribly wrong. I was curious to find out just
how flammable a single sheet of tissue could be, and the sheet of tissue
immediately became a small fireball. I dropped it at once, and successfully
stomped out the would-be fire, but the carpet had been singed. I wondered how on
earth I was going to explain all of this to my parents. Here, they had trusted
me to stay at home by myself, and I had given credence to the stereotype of
unsupervised children playing with fire.
I was embarrassed and ashamed. I went
to my bedroom and decided that I could pretend I had fallen asleep while
reading a book. When my parents came home, I didn’t greet them, and I continued
to pretend to be asleep. And then I could hear my mother’s voice calling,
“Jack, where are you?”
You see, this ancient story is a story about
all of us. The word Adam in Hebrew is A-dam, meaning the man, or the human. The
word Eve means mother of the living. This is an archetypal story about what it
means to be human; this is a story about you and me.
The traditional Christian interpretation of
this story, going back to St. Augustine in the early 5th century, is
that it’s a story about how sin came into the world. In Augustine’s view, Adam
and Eve’s sin was very grave indeed. They only had to remember one thing. ONE
THING! Don’t eat from that particular tree. And they blew it! During that time
in the garden there was only one possible way in which Adam and Eve could sin,
and wouldn’t you know it, they managed to do it anyway! That was what St.
Augustine found utterly inexcusable!
The traditional Jewish interpretation is that
this is a story not so much about how sin came into the world as it is a story
about human self-consciousness. Once upon a time we were like children, naked
but unashamed, trusting and unafraid. We were like a two-year-old after his
bath, romping gleefully through the living room, free of that unnatural
restraint called clothing. In the beginning, says Genesis, we were
unself-conscious, and we had the trusting simplicity of children.
But we quickly became aware of limits. You
are free to enjoy the garden—only stay away from that tree over there. As one
commentator explains, the tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil is a tree of
limits, for what makes us different from God is that we don’t always know what
is good, whereas God does. Because we’re not God, we live with limits. (from a
sermon by Will Willimon preached at the Duke University Chapel, October 9,
1988)
Life itself has its limits. We don’t know
everything. We will die someday. And one of the things that we don’t know is
when we will die. Once we were naked and unashamed, but then we became naked
and afraid, and we realized that we were way more vulnerable than we’d ever
care to admit.
I find myself holding on to both Augustine’s
view of the story and to the traditional Jewish view.
What I learn from St. Augustine’s reading of
the story is that choices have consequences, and sometimes those consequences
are tragic:
--Leaving a loaded gun where a four-year-old
can find it.
--Drinking and driving.
--Words spoken in anger that destroy a
relationship.
--Realizing how a controversy about building
a pipeline through Native American burial grounds in North Dakota evokes
generational sins of systemic racism and cruelty.
--or how this 15th anniversary of
9/11 reminds us once again of the shocking human capacity to be inhuman.
These are some of the many things that
Augustine helps me remember.
What I learn from the traditional Jewish
interpretation is that there are times in life when, on the surface, everything
seems to be going well. I’m sitting on a couch in my living room, very relaxed,
and, suddenly, out of nowhere, I catch a glimpse of my own mortality, and once
again, I am naked and afraid.
Earlier this summer, I quoted from a Facebook
post by author Anne Lamott, which she wrote immediately after the tragic
shootings in Dallas and the attack in Nice, France. She wrote,
Life
has always been this scary here, and we have always been as vulnerable as
kittens. Plagues and Visigoths, snakes and schizophrenia;
Cain is still killing Abel and nature means that everyone dies.
I
hate this. It's too horrible for words. When my son was seven and found out
that he and I would not die at the exact same second, he said, crying,
"If I had known this, I wouldn't have agreed to be
born."
Perhaps
you’ve felt that way at times, too. Whether you find Augustine or the
traditional Jewish view more persuasive, there are times when we all find
ourselves naked and afraid.
But
the good news for all of us who are naked and afraid is that there is a voice
that calls out to us and asks, “Where are you?” It’s
the same voice that cried out in the very beginning, “Let there be light,” and
then there was light. It’s the same voice that cried out, let there be mountains
and oceans, aardvarks and elephants, and then there were mountains and oceans
and elephants and aardvarks.
Every time the voice cried out, creation
responded. Thus, when the voice cries out to us, “Where are you?”, there is a
hopeful expectation on God’s part that we will respond.
Close your eyes just for a minute. Close your
eyes, and listen. Listen for the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden at
the time of the evening breeze. Can you hear that sound?
Now, I’d like you to listen for a voice. Listen
for a voice that asks, imploringly, “Where are you?”
What tone of voice do you hear?
Is it a menacing voice of someone determined
to do you harm, or is it the voice of a loving mother looking for her son who’s
hiding in his bedroom?
Do you hear a loving voice calling your name?
Just as the creation itself was called for by
the voice of God, we, too, have a calling to respond.
In the words of Rabbi Jonathan Sacks,
The responsible
life is a life that responds. The Hebrew word for responsibility comes from the
Hebrew word for other. God is that great Other, calling us to use our God-given
freedom to make the world more like the world that ought to be. (Jonathan
Sacks, Lessons in Leadership: Weekly
Readings from the Jewish Bible)
In that same Facebook post that grieved a
summer of violence, Anne Lamott offered several practical ways for each of us
to take responsibility. She wrote,
I
know that we MUST respond. We must respond with a show of force equal to the
violence and tragedies, with love force. Mercy force. Un-negotiated compassion
force. Crazy care-giving to the poor and suffering, including ourselves.
Patience with a deeply irritating provocative mother. Two dollar bills to the
extremely annoying guy at the intersection who you think maybe could be
working, or is going to spend your money on beer. Jesus didn't ask the blind
man what he was going to look at after He restored the man's sight. He just
gave hope and sight; He just healed. To whom can you give hope and sight today?
What about to me, and disappointing old you? Radical self-care: healthy food,
patience and a friendly tone of voice.
As I read Anne’s words again, it occurs to me
that God models this kind of care for us.
A loving voice calls out to Adam and Eve,
where are you? And when God learns that Adam and Eve have fashioned for
themselves clothing out of fig leaves, which must have had the same comfort
level as medium grade sandpaper, what does God do? God fashions for Adam and
Eve clothing out of animal skins. Can you see the progression? From fig leaves
to fur coats.
God’s grace wins out. Or, as Anne Lamott
says, “Grace always bats last.”
Today is Homecoming Sunday in our
congregation, and my prayer is that you can hear the healing note as the
evening breeze carries God’s question, “Where are you?”
My answer is that I am here, with other
disciples of Jesus, who are doing their best to follow. I come here not because
I have everything together, but because I do not have everything together, and
I am more vulnerable than I’d care to admit. And I’m painfully aware that I
haven’t always made the best choices.
But I am here because I’ve heard that loving
voice calling out to me, inviting me to become a person of love and
responsibility, working alongside you to make this a more just and gracious
world.
All glory and praise be to our God. Amen.
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